so much to tell but lazy.
fren are asking me to give up
but i was so attached to him
i lose myself.
it wont be a happy ending for sure
will i'll wait for that one shot
After this week.
i know how insignificant am i to u
guess.. i'm just ur spare tyre...
i shud stop thinking about u...
but tell me how.
it was happy to know u
it was happy to chat with u
it was happy to share my past with u
it was happy to saw u in webcam
smiling at me
and melted my heart
it was happy when u talk to me
talk about ur stuff
talk about ur childhood memories
talk about wat i shud do
talk about wat i shud strive for
and continue to dream
but u have a boyfriend.
it was sad when u decided to ignore me
it was sad when u wont reply my sms
it was sad when i need a shoulder to lean on
and all i get was... i am not in the mood
it crush my heart so deep
and u made me another man
a man that...
lose his confident
lose his pride
lose his youth
lose his time
lose his... heart
for u
how could u do this to me.
i will never forget wat u put me thru
never ever.
Dedicated for Everyone
(You just can't miss this!)
I am chatting with the people all over the world.
I met lots of people on the net.
Everybody has their own value for me.
I had chances to know gay people on net.
I cannot say I am understanding gays completely,
at least trying to understand them.
I am a straight man.
if you asked "What does gay mean?"
to me in a few years ago.
I could say
"a man who has a physical desire for other men"
In years, I met gays on the net, and
have an idea about those people.
if you ask "What does gay mean?" now,
I can say
a man who has to hide himself
to protect himself from the society,
a man who is rejected by the society,
a man who is trying to reject being a gay
behaving like a straight man,
a man who may be a close friend, a buddy and a father,
a man who may feel helpless and needs our help,
a man who may feel hopeless, needs us to give our support,
a man who feels lonely, needs us to share his loneliness
WHAT REALLY MATTERS?
My parents asked if I'm gay,
I said does it matter,
They said not really,
I told them yes I'm Gay,
They said get out of our lives,
I guess it mattered!
My Boss said are you gay,
I said does it matter,
My boss said not really,
I told my boss, yes I'm gay,
My boss said you're fired queer,
I guess it mattered!
My friend asked if I'm gay,
I said does it matter,
My friend said no not really,
I told my friend yes I'm gay,
My friend said don't call me friend,
I guess it mattered!
My lover said do you love me,
I said does it matter,
My lover said yes,
I told my lover yes I love you,
My lover said hold me in your arms,
For the first time something in my life matters.
God asked, Do you love yourself,
I said does it matter,
God said yes,
I said how can I love myself if I am gay,
God said because that is the way I made you,
Nothing will ever matter again.
Does it matter for you?
think he has ED -- erectile dysfunction
Dreamt about him
I have been single for around 2 years now
