We went travelling from S to a different city, B . The bus company's driver came to pick us up from the hotel we were staying. It was not only us that go to B that day . When were waiting the other people, 2 people appeared slowly from the shadowed alley. An Indian and an Caucasian.
He say to me. That Indian look very gay. I replied oh really? ( obviously I know despite my broken gaydar..)
They enter the van and I was looking out all the time throughout the journey to Bus station. We reached and got down. He say, that two guys are gay! The Indian was adjusting his shirts and buttoning up him. So geli...
I felt about it. In some way I was hurt. What if he know I am gay? What will he do, what will he respond to it?
He is my brother.
Met ex-gf last night. its amazing to see how happy she i now.. dating my best friend. Somehow i like her like this. More positive, cheerful in a way attractive.. and what am i know attracted to her again? no.. i wont put her through another hell...
Suddenly he stopped blogging, and i realise because of this stop, it made me even miss him even more. It has been a real great deal for me to miss someone. i am expressive-less.
